10.13.2006

Bitch, please.

Do you ever go back in time?

Do you ever realize that you are living exactly the way you did at another time in your life? Yes, you are in a different house with different friends and a different job and different circumstances, but you have regressed about two years.

That's me. I'm doing dumb things for dumb reasons because of people I cannot get enough of and problems I don't know how to deal with.

Who needs to smoke pot at nine in the morning? I do, with a friend who is trying to pay me back for something nice I did for him. Why? Because... well, why not? Except it doesn't get me high, it makes me angry. I come home angry, I deal with situations as if I'm angry, and then I'm angry for the rest of the day.

Who deals with their issues by getting hammered every night for a week? I do, because I think it'll take my mind off of things... because you think that your problems will go away with just one more white russian.. just one more beer... no, I'm cool, just give me another martini, guys. I'll get happy after this one, I promise.

Yes, this is all true.

I am an adult. It's time I started acting like one.

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